Thursday, January 22, 2009

Bored



So lately I've just been thinking about life. About me. My life, and the changes I've been making over the past two years. I almost talk to no one I used to, personally I think my life started to get worse with the people I used to surround myself by for the longest time.

My junior is when I started to try to get away from them. I went down a bad path last year, there I refuse to go back down. I hated myself for the longest time because of it. I have done a 360 since then.

Lately from how much I have been stressing myself out, I'm different, quiet, not happy, just not.. I hate life half the time, but I suck it up, because things can only get better, I hope. Once I straighten things out, hopefully I will go back to normal. My boyfriend is the one that suffers the most, because he knows I'm not happy anymore and for once, he can't be my knight in shining armour. I hate hurting him.

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