Friday, April 10, 2009

The Old Me is Dead and Gone..

So I've come to the conclusion that I;ve changed quite a bit in the last month, in quite a bit of ways. I've started to not care about as much, like in general. This has both good and bad consequences. I think I deffenitly changed over Spring Break. I am way more relaxed about crap, but way more confused about the guy department. I have a told new view on how I look at guys, because to be honest I've been screwed over one too many times and now I am just not as trusting. I just have been looking around mroe lately and seeing how I am not where most of the people in my life are and I guess I don't care to be where they are or what they think anymore, Im just like in the mood of wanting something new, and different not the same old dramatic crap. I'm just of my own person.
I guess I just dont care anymore, about much, butI'm worried its coming to school with me, as in my work, whihc would not be the best thing ever, so I need to start cracking down on it. I have like 2 months left of high school, so I really need to work on that lol.
I've just been out of it, like just sompletely ugh I'm not sure how to explain it, because its unlike my normal self therefore its unfamiliar to me.

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