Dumb People

So i have just a list of people I'm not too happy with. Like I just dont like them, or they ticked me off, or something, regardless, they upset me!

Like I can take alot, but really just like really, my biggest pet peeves, besides drivers who think they are BA, would be back stabbers, sluts, liars, two faced people, and just fun stuff like that.

I am someone who is just able to forgive everyone for anyhting, but if you keep using the "sorry" button evenutally it doesn't work anymore you know? I am so sick and tired of having to please everyone. I am so sick of walking on egg shells for everyones feeligs. Im sick of feeling like crap. I try to make everyone so happy, and completely put my feelings a side for them, then for once I try to get something I want. And I loose. I've had to go throough so much pain and suffering in my life. And to watch people I care about suffer. I've lost everyhting, I've had to be 30 since I was 3. I've taken in more in 18 years, then most people do in a life time.

this is a song my aunt told me remind her of my and life.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraidI lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you...